hello everyone! im home!!! yeyyy!!!
there a lot of thing 2 b shared. a lot of thing happen recently on eid mubarak. im acting like annoying girl, jelousy girl, sensetive in the past few minute..hahaha
but im normal now. yeah..im normal. im thinking 2 much mayb. unsecured.
there is something i want na shared wit u guys. i watched 1 movies in astro. there is quote tat grab my attention. it sound something like this " in relationship or love, those who care less will win". pcye x? dont knw y, but somehow i kinda believe it. when we care less, we hurt less, we dont really take things seriously which will benefit that party.
but that is not the main thing.just nk shared sbb mcm mnrik.
u guys must b wondered y i ckp i pelik, annoying, messy n etc..?? when we want 2 knw something more, or when we understand more, it only came out reversly. tat happen 2 me. im not enjoying wat im doing now, bcoz im thinking 2 much. im thinking wat would happen in the futher. u got me?
in simple words, ble kite makin syg someone, we r turn up 2 b someone else. someone who not believe in their self, someone who feel not secured, someone who feel y me??, someone who question her partner real feeling, someone who just take things complicated, someone who feel so many things in period of tyme.. which then end up no where but just make the relationship worst. that is wat happen 2 me recently!
2 be honest, im thinking 2 much. im question ur love 2 me.. i try 2 ignored the feeling, but it just come out. i rase mcm u xsyg i. u hnye syg relation ni? which i dont understand. i cant make u fall in love over n over again. which is hurt me. i just dont knw wat im 2 u. tats my problem. there is a lot of things yg i nk ckp. tp i xnk ckp. coz i dont want 2 think about it anymore. i just want u accept me as i am. im just typical girl. can u be with this typical gurl? i th i bkn pnybr. but im honest. my feeling toward u is honest. nothings lies here. its all came out frm deep of my heart.
i knw im not a perfect gurl. im bad in every aspects. bad bed partner, bad in look, bad in every single aspects. tats y i feel unsecured. correct me if im wrong hunny. tats all. hope u understand. this may not everythings tat i want 2 say. but i think it enough. dont want 2 think about this anymore. just want 2 b happy! :D
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