bye2 2010~

this post might be a little bit emotional..
well 2010 really changed my life. a lot of things happen. good..bad.. everything.
honestly, im so sad to leave 2010 and afraid with upcoming 2011.
this is the year where i met him and this is also the year where i lost him.
i really gonna miss diz year. and the memories we created will never be forget.
this is sooo difficult, to start a new life. i dont even knw where to begin.
but i trust my self. i knw i can do it.
lets flash back some memories i create in 2010.
this is some of the day that i will never forget in my life :

- being student in sem 3 is quite difficult for me. there is a moment where i feel rejected. feel like im all alone. but thanx god, i still got my best friends and family tat always support me. thanx!!
- haha.. diz is really funny. tah mcm mane ley stuck dgn sorg mamat yg sooo not in 2 me. this is the bigest mistake ever!
-  25/05..well  i will never forget diz! this is the day where i met him. diz is the day where my life changed!
- 17/06 its my birthday.. first tyme i celebrate it with him. first tyme in PD with him. first tyme jugak g fun fair. ok i'll start cying. hehe
- diz year jugak la gado ngn my best fren, fida.. xpnh gado selame ni. but thnx god, we doing good now. she's in paris while i writing this. miss u dear!
- i create so many memories diz year..yea..br prasan. g putrajaya tgk lampu.. g mkn ayam penyet. PD plak dh mcm kampung. i really gonna miss all of diz.
- ayah said, 2011 akn jadi tahun yg akn mngubah segale nye. i really hope so. and im looking forward tat.
- 2010, ak ambek risiko yg sgt besar thn ni. yg ak sndri xpnh trpk pown.
- 2010 jugak 'go with the flow' is my theme of my life.heehe.. only the dead fish go with the flow. remember??

i will never forget the memories tat i had created. never.and i hav no regret. this is the decision i made. but hopefully this experience will help me to move forword next year. to be a better person! all brand new sya.. gud luck..

for 2011..here i come! please be kind with me! hehe..
and hopefully this 2011 will bring a prosperity, will give me more better life and better person. InsyaALLAH!

its a NEW Day!!

hey there!!!
wats ur plan 2day?? me? i dont really hav 1 yet. supposed i hav a date with iman. but due 2 some problem, i cancled it last minute.
i wake up too early 2day, at 1.30pm. hahaha..
arini my house akn d pnuhi dgn sdare mare.. wa..mriah nye!!
best2!!
2morrow?? myb nk kuar ngn vc. but still in plan.
so those who r still thinking wat 2 do, dont just sit n think 2 much. lets hit the road baby!! lets ended 2010 with lots of fun n enjoy ur self!!! xoxo muahhh!!!

game OVER~

u just dont hav faith on me ryte?
u test me coz u dont trust me.
u put me in ur game
but im tired with all this game
n im done with it
game OVER.

r u ok?

u acting weird recently. r u ok hunny? d something yg mngangu pkirn u ker? i dont knw wat 2 do anymore. i just want na best 4 u. sorry if i being a childish. sorry if i make things even more complicated.
just to let u knw, i will always there 4 u. i will always love u no matter what. tats my promise.

i HATE you!!!!!!

ble kite tgh mrh, kite mmg akn ckp bnde tanpe pk. n now, im doing it. i write thing based on wat i feel now. which i feel ANGRY!
ak yg ptt mrh, asal lak dia nk mrh ak. bodoh kn dia? xphm ak lgsong. xley tolak ansur cikit pown. xyah couple r klu mcm ni. nk ikot ckp dia je. xadil btol! e... tensyen nye!!!!
ape ak wat smue slh! smue xbtol! smue nye kne ikot waktu dia. asyik2 game!!!! sy bkn mngungkit! sy meluahkan pe yg sy rase!!!!!! argh!!!!! geram smpi rase nk nages.
e... mcm mane r ak ley suke dia. bodoh nye ak!!!!
ssh ke nk ckp sorry??!! really hate u now!

bodoh!

yes..STUPID! done.

SabAR~

sy x pnybr ke eh?? dia slalu suh sy sabar. sy rase, sy dh cukup bersabar dh. kdg2 d jugak sy rase sy ni out of control. but xd la slalu out of control. just ble dh lame xjmp dia, sy jd bnyk ragam. kdg2 sy sndri pening ngn dri sy. hehe.. ape pown. sy happy arini.
2 je nk ckp. dada~

cant sleep~

thinking bout him. i cant sleep. i try but i just cant. he called but girl's voice at the end of it. im blur~ who im talking 2? is tat her? or him? mls nk pk. biar la. pnt.

sy RINDU awk!!

awk..ble nk blk??
smlm sy tnggu seharian. sy xsure awk abis exam ari selase o rabu. so sy tnggu je smlm. tp awk xblk. then arini pown sy mcm tertnggu2 if awk blk. klu smlm xblk mean arini la kn? tnggu ni pnt kn.. yg pelik nye sy ley tnggu berminggu tp xley nk tnggu 1 ari pown. cpt la blk, sy nk hug awk! pnt dh tgk jam..lmbt lagi nk mlm. u slalu smpi mlm. cpt la blk..sy tnggu ni!!

aLOha~

hello there!
recently x bnyk post kn? xrase nk post anything. rase nk lepak kat umah n berangan!
huhu..
bnyk event, project n activiti yg xdpt nk join due to some problem tat i cant avoid. so sooorrry guys!
nxt tyme myb...
skang ni my bf nga exam.. so sy sndri d subang. mia pulak still kat jb, n myb back next week. so next week will be super duper bz with the activity. hav date wit nana, vc,n some other frens n not to forget my beloved bf kne tmn g shopping! sales hunny...hehe
k la gtg.. da~

im crazy ?!#@%@

OMG...

i mish my hunny bie soo much!

keep thinking about him recently. rase lemas pulak. haha

minggu ni agak2 dia blk x? agak2 klu jerit dr sini, dia dgr x?? nk tnye, ' hun...!! u blk x minggu ni?? ' hehe..

blk la syg...i rindu u..

ok sy gler kn? klu ckp mcm 2 kat dia, mesty dia ckp, 'agak r..'

sy mmg gler! gler kan awk!

klu la sy boley dgr suare awk skrg ni.. skejap pown jd la. janji x drag.

hehe.. mesty u snyum n ckp dlm ati, ' xde mkne nye..'

hehe..

u.. i SYG u! sgt2! klu u dpt dgr degupan jantung i skrg ni.

jantung i berdegup sgt laju. rase klu u d kt dpn i, i nk lari n dpt kn u!

rase mcm nk hug n xnk lepas.

rase mcm nk bg 1 dunia, ' he is mine!! '

hari2 pown rase in love dgn u.

u ni jht. u really blow my heart away!

come back soon hunny coz i miss u. i cant stand it anymore!

ahhh..really hope tat u r here~