new phase! journey 2 water fall~

hey there!! y im so xcited?? bcoz my life completely change! byk yg happened recently. just clash,just back frm camping n just fall in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok... where 2 start? let start frm the camping. xth nk ckp mcm mane,but it was the great xperience ever! gerak dr umah kul 5ptg.pakdin ambek.. pas2 straight away 2 putrajaya umah kwn dia.. lepak kat c2 smpi mlm sbb dia kate kite gerak mlm.pas 2 perot dh lapar, pakdin pown tmn g mkn..then kitorg g alamanda beli brg2. haha..klu g ngn dak2 lelaki ni, mcm2 perangai..
then blk umah kwn dia blk, kwn dia name saat aka ah chong! haha.. blk diorg mandy2 sbb dh pns..then siap2 nk g ambek awek botak, amoi name dia... so, g la gerak bangi.. then lepak2 lg.. maen bass sbb gitar xd.. jerit2, gelak2!lupe psl mslh..
pas2 kwn pakdin,apex kate diorg dh siap nk gerak dh..so kitorg pown gerak la ke maran pahang. we r informed that it will b 3 car follow. pakdin drive..n i? jd madam la kat sblh.. i just love 2 see him drive.nmpk macho plak! (huhu).. d sbb kn diorg ni suke metal..so amoi n ak trpkse la dgr lagu2 diorg yg pning 2. cian kami.. xingt bpe jam dlm kete, yg pasti kami brhenti berehat untk tunggu kete2 yg laen. minum2 dlu.. buang ape yg ptt coz diorg kate xd toilet kat c2.tungu pnye tunggu, then diorg kate lbh 3krete follow, mean smuenye d 25 person!rmi kn? ingt kan kitorg2 je.kemudian meneruskan prjlanan! xtdo2 pown spnjg prjalanan. myb xcited kot. kami smue brkumpul kat 1 tmpt.dpn masjid..we r infrom that kne tunggu pagi, sbb ssh nk naek atas naek kete, kitorg kne tunggu lori pagi 2. n my reaction? ha?? tdo dlm kete la jwp nye..kami brsempit2 dlm kete..dh kul 3 pagi dh wkt 2..xth nk wat pe..smue xley tdo..brjage la kami smpi pagi.. mata? lebam..
pagi mnjelme..diorg ckp kul 8 lori smpi..so kitorg g minum dlu kat kedai sblh 2.ak xmkn sbb sakit prot,msok angin.kongsi air panas je ngn pakdin. i look around. smue bwk beg berat2. mean beg yg btol2 camping.i just..urm...kul 8 lbh kami naek lori. haha..smue pon batak naek lori..
d sbb kn kitorg rmi,lori kne ulang 2 kali.. jg kami yg first group ni pown tunggu la mereke. lbh kurang stgh jam nk msok dlm.so agak lame nk tunggu group lagi 1.smpt plak ak tdo kat peha pakdin..haha malunye... kul 11 kami smue gerak panjat bukit..it was a long2 journey! it took us almost 3 hours. n i almost cry, coz it just so hard..nsib baek d pakdin,dia yg bwk kn beg.. ksian dia..ak jth mase naek bukit 2, sbb byk batu, bukit yg tinggi.. it really2 hard. but they keep supporting me. n i knw i make pakdin proud! the environment there so peace n so beautiful. it worth it naek bukit ssh mcm 2. im glad im there. ble ak smpi diorg smue tepok tgn, myb diorg ckp, akhirnye smpi gak dak ni..hehe...ble dh smpi pe lg, diorg cari la port nk pasang khemah, n i? just look at them sbb dh xlrt sgt. lps je dh siapkhemah, ak n amoi tukar baju sbb kami nk mandy air terjun!!yahooo!!!!!!!!!! it was great! sgt2 cantik n sejuk! lame gak kami dlm 2..dak2 laki dh xlrt, dh msok khemah tdo..ak n amoi la yg mandy2..borak2.. kmudian kami naek, rehat...ptg mandy lg!haha..mlm 2 kami mkn lamp bwt bbq!sdp gler!!!diorg maen gitar.. rase sgt mcm camping, laen dr ak pnh g wkt sek dlu. kat ats bukit 2 d byk sgt bintang!mlm 2 pnuh memories.. they i wont forget. he always there with me.hug me when im cool.b my pillow 4 me 2 sleep.
next day..ak bgun awal dr mereke yg laen. pg td hujan, towel yg sidai atas khemah habis bsh. ak kjot amoi bgun,then ak kjot pakdin, suh mandy..our last day there.so mandy puas2.naek ats air trjun, tgkp gmbr. pakdin trjun dr ats. i just, urmm...cool!! hehe.. kmudian siap2 kemas nk blk dh. turun diorg kate ambek mase xlame mcm naek. ak n pakdin sesat gak la.tp we managed 2 arrived.sgt2 pnt. tp my body dh ley trime. pakdin pown always sokong. n i did it!! yey!!! (pnjg sgt cter ni..pnt nk cter..) ble dh turun pe lg, cri air la..dh 3 ari minum air sungai! haha.
ble dh rehat2 kami pulang. turn amoi bwk kete. ak n pakdin plak dok blkg. pakdin sgt pnt, smpi trtdor kat bahu ak.. cian dia kne bwk beg ak... camping ni sgt brhrge bwt ak..ak lupe yg ak sdey.n ia bwt ak sdr gak yg d owg yg syg ak, n owg 2 dpn ak je..thanx u so much!! i wont forget!

~J'ai besoin de vous

recently, ak rase my life boring. i hate wat im stdying now. im just dont like it. it completely not me. i hav bf but feel like i dont have any. i hav friends but it seem like their fade away. y diz happen. i feel like im miss something in my life. i dont really now wat im really want in my life. final exam just around the corner, but i dont do anything 4 it. diz is really not me! my bf, if u read diz, i really wish tat we can be like other couples. always hang out 2gether, spend time 2gether, support each other, can hold hand infront anyone, can just be like normal couple. i dont hav anyone. i only hav u. i need ur spirit to make mine. sometimes i was wondered Pensez-vous vraiment m'aimer? hm...