He throw it away

he throw it away the card.. T.T

he really hate me... i write it with full of my heart n now im badly sad.

im so sad.... he completely lost me now. i'll leaving.. tat is what u want ryte? i'll do it.

~ TQ ~

REASONS WHY I LOVE HIM

There is one time where he suddenly ask me why i love him. but i don't say anything. Today, i will answer him why i love u..

1. i love u the way u look at me

2. i love u when u hug me, feel so secure.

3. i love u the way u kizz me.

4. i love u the way u hug me from behind... i feel so special.

5. i love u when u mad, coz it show how u love me so much

6. i love u coz u show me the real u. how much u want me 2 accept as u are.

7. i love u coz u try so hard to make me happy, n i notice that..

8. i love u coz ur promise 2 me.. "no matter how far i go, i will always turn back 2 u".

that the reasons y i keep waiting no matter what happen.

9. i love u coz i knw u r mean 2 me

10. n i love u bcoz i just love u no one else.

this is just part of it. there is no word can totally discribe the reason y i love u. bcoz this feeling is so special that i can even erase is n never want to. the important part is I LOVE U damn much even sometimes i do things wrong, but i didnt mean to.

PONTENG 2

Haha... arini ak x g kelas! tp bkn tanpe sbb. ak x g coz ak sakit prot. tp d gak sbb2 laen. sbb ak xd mood mcm ak ckp smlm. klu nk ikot kan, ley je ak thn n g kelas. tp sbb ak dh set mind x nk g, jd d cni lah ak, terbaring d ats katil. tp tok tdak membuatkan ak terus2an brsedih, ak pown wat la keje2 assignment ak yg melambak2 2. jd misi ak arini is menyibok kn dri smbil mnhn rase sakit prot yg dr smlm x ilang2. disbb kn ak slalu sgt x g kelas koko. mlm ni nk xnk kne g gak. coz dh lbh 3 ari kot xdtg. jd mlm ni ak kne la g koko. owg kate brsukan itu adlh mnyihatkan! jd mrilah brsame2 kite bersukan!! kehilangan 2 memedihkan, tp x membuat kan ak lmh. ak dh mule menerime hakikat yg ak bkn lg brsame dgn dia. cume ak still rindu dia. rindu kan hug dia. rindu kn sgalenye tentang dia! wkt malam adlh wkt yg paling sukar. tanpe ucpn gudnyte dr dia. tnpe ciuman gudnyte dr dia. ble pg, rase nk tros tdor sbb nk mlupekn ksdihn 2. sbb dgn tdo jer ak dpt lupekn ape yg tgh brlaku skrg ni. ak dh mule mls nk g kelas. kwn2 sibok tnye bout my relationship, n ak trpakse tpu yg smuenye ok. jd brmule kan idop ak yg pnuh kpura2an! smoga ak brjaye! chaiyok2!!!!

P/S: Life is about making the decision, wrong decision cause trouble to us, but it doesnt mean end of the life!

PONTENG~

I dont want 2 go to class 2morrow. is tat ok?

y? coz i dont hav mood. coz im lazy. coz i pnye psl la!

My friend said...

nana ckp, u keep ur self bz...

n she ask me 2 update my blog n do something like changing the layout.

so this is it! NEW LOOK FOR MY BLOG!

cant cry

im badly sad.. but cant cry coz my mum next 2 me. n it kill me. so i have to keep it inside me. smile like always.. just act like everything ok.

even thou tat my heart beating fast n my hands are shaking.

sya..smile!!!!

i got it

i got it.. congrats....

For someone i love...

to my love and the only one i have

forgive me

forgive me for my faults

thats seem to follow my life

forgive me for my insecurities

that have caused you hurt and pain

forgive me for my dependence on you

it can be hard to bear..

I love you and I'm sorry

for any mistake I have made

but remember that my heart

I need your smile and laughter

my soul need your friendship and love

And I need you!

fiq... i know i hurt u.. and i keep doing it even thou i didt mean too.

i knw u mad.. n i knw u said it over, but let me say this

im so regrets.. if i can do anything to get u back..

u said b4 tat i never promise u anything, now i want 2 promise tat,

it wont happen again, i will trust u, i will not question ur past,

i will be the girl tat more considerate, i will be the girl tat not saying ur fault

but girl who say tat its going 2 be ok...

i will be the girl who when u sad i'll hug u silently

when u mad, i will be the girl tat change the tide

plz give me chance like i gave u b4...

i really2 love u, i dont want 2 leave u

not just bcoz i afraid so but bcoz i need u by my side

trust me, there will be no other girls who can love u like i do

without u, i feel empty

without u my life turn to dark

without u, i feel like the world end

every morning i feel like i dont want 2 wake up

coz i knew tat u not around

wat i wanna do if i wake up??

it just make my day worst

u reallly2 mean to me...

if u ever doubt...................

look in the mirror

in your reflection you'll see

the person I want to spend

my whole life with

the one I love more than words can say

the one who make me happy

the one I want to grow old with

so..if you ever have any doubt

about who makes my life complete

look into the mirror

and you'll see......

~I'M SO SORRY FIQ~

T.T

..........................................i finally cry........................................

In Relationship to Single

yea..is about my status. changed already...

how is tat feel? i dont knw... just hoping tat there will b someone come n kill me! haha...

to someone yg mngelarkan diri nye sbgi best friend, u dont help me at all, just make thing worst. r u really my friend? i think u should forget it!