to Mr.E

I hav no idea that u still read my blog. shit i miss u! i hate 2 admit. but i really miss u.
where r u hunnny bie..

Mr.E

mr.E,

i miss u.. i really do.
i cant get rid of u.
i still love u till now.
can u hear me hunny bie..
i hope u do.

peacefull...

i fell so peacefull

thanks GOD...

first day of class for sem4~

wake up at 6.45..dgr suare ibu yg membebel kejot kn anak2 dia yg nk keje n g sekolah termasuk lah sy..
sorg2 ambek turn mandy. im the second. huhu.pas mandy, solat subuh.. then siap2... ibu bwt roti telur as my first meal for 2day. siap bwk g kelas lg in case im hungry.
then g kelas ayh antr.. b4 g make sure i look good so ley la flirt2 t..
my first day of class was fine. evrything just like the other sem. nothing much different.
blk ayh ambek gak. and it was raining. so maen ujan la ape lg. hahaha.
blk rehat jap, then solat.. pas2 mkn n tido..pnt nye rase.
bgun dh lewat ptg. rase sakit plak tbe2. myb bcoz kne ujan kot.
tp wat ever it is. my day was fine.. tq GOD for being with me.
hope everything will be more better. insyaALLAH!

u really ruined my 2/01/2011!!

what a joke!! rase nk mnjerit je. bodoh la dia.
huhhh..chill. u want 2 go out ryte? hav some fun! dont think about it. its not ur problem anyway.

1/01/11

happy new year guys!!
hoping for the best for all of us.. wink wink!

i hav a gud start for diz 2011. i guess.. hehe
went out with iman.. having some talk.. eating pizza ( may fav! )... brought a diary for diz new 2011.. wahhh.. so happy!!

2morrow planning nk g one utama and giant nk buy some stuff for new sem.
myb ngan pakdin or myb ngn iman. still thinking about it.

xth nape tbe2 rase mcm sakit plak. tp xpe..sy kn kuat! hurm.. rindu ny nk g tmpt yg mnenagkan. nvm..
k la till tat. gud nyte!

bye2 2010~

this post might be a little bit emotional..
well 2010 really changed my life. a lot of things happen. good..bad.. everything.
honestly, im so sad to leave 2010 and afraid with upcoming 2011.
this is the year where i met him and this is also the year where i lost him.
i really gonna miss diz year. and the memories we created will never be forget.
this is sooo difficult, to start a new life. i dont even knw where to begin.
but i trust my self. i knw i can do it.
lets flash back some memories i create in 2010.
this is some of the day that i will never forget in my life :

- being student in sem 3 is quite difficult for me. there is a moment where i feel rejected. feel like im all alone. but thanx god, i still got my best friends and family tat always support me. thanx!!
- haha.. diz is really funny. tah mcm mane ley stuck dgn sorg mamat yg sooo not in 2 me. this is the bigest mistake ever!
-  25/05..well  i will never forget diz! this is the day where i met him. diz is the day where my life changed!
- 17/06 its my birthday.. first tyme i celebrate it with him. first tyme in PD with him. first tyme jugak g fun fair. ok i'll start cying. hehe
- diz year jugak la gado ngn my best fren, fida.. xpnh gado selame ni. but thnx god, we doing good now. she's in paris while i writing this. miss u dear!
- i create so many memories diz year..yea..br prasan. g putrajaya tgk lampu.. g mkn ayam penyet. PD plak dh mcm kampung. i really gonna miss all of diz.
- ayah said, 2011 akn jadi tahun yg akn mngubah segale nye. i really hope so. and im looking forward tat.
- 2010, ak ambek risiko yg sgt besar thn ni. yg ak sndri xpnh trpk pown.
- 2010 jugak 'go with the flow' is my theme of my life.heehe.. only the dead fish go with the flow. remember??

i will never forget the memories tat i had created. never.and i hav no regret. this is the decision i made. but hopefully this experience will help me to move forword next year. to be a better person! all brand new sya.. gud luck..

for 2011..here i come! please be kind with me! hehe..
and hopefully this 2011 will bring a prosperity, will give me more better life and better person. InsyaALLAH!