Thursday, July 30, 2009

sakit ker aku?

sejak akhir2 ni ak prasan, ak ssh nk breath.. npe ye? nk kate ak mkn bkn2 x d plak.. hmm.. g check doc? wat per? mls la..t ok kot.. k la, pnt la dok dpn laptop ni lelame, nk trmuntah dah.
k da~

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

sakiT beLakAnG!

waHHh... pnt nye..
ari ni wat pe?
pg2 bgun sakit prot sgt2!
xley wat keje, so baring jer r..
pas2 ptg 2 dh ok ckit..
tbe2! hp berbunyi..bepp! xknl.. tnye la sape. rupenya my lecturer.
As class rep assistant, she ask my help 2 send an email 2 all my class member! for what?
our assigment! so i have 2 make sure all of them got the email.
but i hav prob wit it. I dont hav their phone num, coz i left it in my hostel room at UiTM. So i ask my close fren 2 help, Daniel! tnx bro! i manage 2 get my class members phone num & ask them,their email adress. But some of them i dont get any respond. aftr send the email 2 them i pown wat la assigment for CTU yg wat i skit blkg mnghadap laptop lame sgt. tp still x abis. But its ok, can continue it 2morrow..
br ingat.. i xtgk lg assigment pe yg i kne wat frm the email 2..
hmm..sibuk send kat owg, i sndri xsmpt bce..
k la.. tired..nk tido dlu!da~

P/S : ble sibuk i lupe psl mslh n ksdihan i..myb i should keep my self bz all the time.. hmm...

Monday, July 27, 2009

paSt meMoRies

i'm badly sad now.. just want na get out frm everyone. want 2 be alone. want go far as i could. want na cry all my heart. people might not undrstand me. but this is i am. i traped in my past memory and acting like everything go na b ok even though its not.
i had try so much, but i still cant get rid those thing. it sad when people that u love, does not love u but love someone else damn much, n he cant even love anyone else bcoz of her. Even u had try so much to make him know tat u love him more than that gurlz love him. But it still cant change antyhing.
what happen 2 me?
y i still depend on him?
i should move on..
it almost a year or mayb more than that, i cant even remember how long i had suffer.
what can i do so that i move frm where i am now. it enough for me if i can just move 1 step. only 1 step. but it seem so hard for me 2 do it.
plz..someone, i need help.
cant breath..

Saturday, July 25, 2009

'Gravity...'

when i first heard diz song, there is only 1 thing in my mind, him.. n i start cry..
diz song mean a lot 2 me.. its by sara bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

Thursday, July 23, 2009

tWiLighT

have u guy watched this movie?
i just finish watch diz movie..n it now bcome at top of my fav movie!
the hero remind me 2 someone tat i love the most, straight 2 the point, its him, syafiq..
i dont know y, everytime i watch the scene involved the hero, i see him inside. my heart beb fast, the feeling came, the feeling when i wit him 2gethr. when we were kissing.. i miss him.. a lot.. no one can replace him..