Monday, July 27, 2009

paSt meMoRies

i'm badly sad now.. just want na get out frm everyone. want 2 be alone. want go far as i could. want na cry all my heart. people might not undrstand me. but this is i am. i traped in my past memory and acting like everything go na b ok even though its not.
i had try so much, but i still cant get rid those thing. it sad when people that u love, does not love u but love someone else damn much, n he cant even love anyone else bcoz of her. Even u had try so much to make him know tat u love him more than that gurlz love him. But it still cant change antyhing.
what happen 2 me?
y i still depend on him?
i should move on..
it almost a year or mayb more than that, i cant even remember how long i had suffer.
what can i do so that i move frm where i am now. it enough for me if i can just move 1 step. only 1 step. but it seem so hard for me 2 do it.
plz..someone, i need help.
cant breath..

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