~J'ai besoin de vous

recently, ak rase my life boring. i hate wat im stdying now. im just dont like it. it completely not me. i hav bf but feel like i dont have any. i hav friends but it seem like their fade away. y diz happen. i feel like im miss something in my life. i dont really now wat im really want in my life. final exam just around the corner, but i dont do anything 4 it. diz is really not me! my bf, if u read diz, i really wish tat we can be like other couples. always hang out 2gether, spend time 2gether, support each other, can hold hand infront anyone, can just be like normal couple. i dont hav anyone. i only hav u. i need ur spirit to make mine. sometimes i was wondered Pensez-vous vraiment m'aimer? hm...