sy xth knp n mngape. tp yg sy th, sy syg dia. sy x suke ble dia dh nk kne blk. sbb it gonna b hard 4 me. ble dia xd, dunia sy jd brbeza. ble dia d sy rase sgt bhgia. tp smkin sy dkt ngn dia, smkin sy jd tkot. tkot akn khilgn ngn dia. hbgn kami ni risk. tp tah knp sy still nk tros kn. slgi sy rase happy dgn dia sy akn tros kn. ble mase dia dh x syg sy, myb sy akn pk kn tok end diz. tah knp sy yakin yg hbgn kitorg akn thn lame.
sy rindu sgt kat dia. wlupon kitorg br je jmp td. tp sy still rindu dia. sy xnk pk ape akn blaku ble dia xd. sbb mmg dh pasti ble dia dh xd, part of me gonna b missing 2. its been 4 month now. tp rase mcm dh lame. myb sbb kitorg mmg dh knl lame. klu la ak plih dia dlu n bkn syafiq. tp bnde dh lps.
ble dia dh blk kuantan, ak kne pk blk pe yg ak nk dlm idop. ak kne mule pk knp ak stdy. ak kne pk blk matlamat ak tok dpt first class honour. bnyk lg assignment ak yg xsiap. ak risau tp knp tah ak still x mule kan ape2. ni la yg ak xsuke ble dia blk cni. bkn sbb pe, ak xsuke sbb stiap kali dia blk sbg, akn tibe saat dia kne blk kuantan blk. ble wkt 2 dtg, ak akn jd down gler. 4 sure ak akn nges smpi mata bengkak. owg myb kate ak ni bodoh. tp ak xkesah. sbb knyataan nye ak mmg sdey ble dia kne pergi.
td ble jmp dia,dia mcm nmpk stress je. mcm d mslh. 2 be honest i try so hard tok bwt dia gelak. ak akn ckp pe je yg ak rase ley wat dia happy wlupon bnde 2 bnde paling bodoh pnh ak ckp. ble nmpk dia snyum ak akn ckp dlm hati, 'finally dia snyum gak'...
klu sbb ak la dia stress. ak rase sberslh. tp xperlu kot stress sbb ak. dia xkesah pown psl ak. sejak akhir2 ni mcm touching je ngn dia. dia mcm dh laen je. ak xth mcm mane nk react. nk tnye tp tkot. sbb sejak akhir2 ni dia garang. t dia ok kot. tah la.. ak pown naek pening.
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