"dEStiNY"

life seem 2 b complicated recently. everything seem 2 b tought.cant really tell wat is exactly the problem coz no one can understand. coincident sometimes gud, but sometimes bring u troubles. it may sometimes called destiny. but in my situation i dont knw wat should i called it. sometimes we just cant hav wat we want. sometimes we changed just bcoz we want them 2 love us better. but through experienced, i dont think it was a gud idea. every person is a different person. myb being ur self at the first place would help u going through. myb im being 2 paranoid about tat. afraid to lose another man in my life. but tat was me. a person who always acting o having a different personality at different time. i dont knw y, im not confident as i am b4. afraid 2 walk bside u. thinking tat im out of ur league. n not suited u. tat is y i keep saying 'i cant'. being wit me only coz u troubles. n i dont want na b tat person. u being bz make me think tat u dont love me anymore. my thought separate me frm u. is tat me who thinking 2 much o it just true about wat im thinking? if it wasnt true n im thinking 2 much, then correct me. coz i need u. im not ready to lose u. if losing u is the destiny i hav 2 faced, it going to b the hard work then ( hard 2 fix it ).we met 4 a reason, n i hope it is a gud one. give me some clue o sign so tat i knw.

P/S : They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices.But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you.