whoooo.....trying to calm down

im so pissed off. im sooo hurt. again, u break the promise. i been waiting and waiting and waiting. u r so unfair. u should considered my feeling! who am i 2 u?? y im always be the last option 4 u?? im not the one who make the promise but u!!!now wat? wat is ur excuse? wat now? am i the one who dont understand o u the one who just cant undrstand me?? i dont ask many. i just want a day frm u. its been 3week u r there, wit ur life. i just need a day. is tat hard?? is tat so hard 4 u? if u cant give me ur time, then dont tell me tat u r going home. coz i dont even feel tat u r here. it seem like u been there since the last tyme i met u. look im not forcing. but i just....im just so mad, im hurt.. u promise me. if u r in my place, wat u going 2 do? u tell me.wat im going 2 do? when the time u told me tat u going home. im so excited. my face keep smiling. im kinda crazy. just cant wait 2 c u. counting day by day. but then? wat do i get? nothing! i should xpected diz ryte. look 2 ur other promise. want 2 call me at least 2 times a week. r u keep ur word?? no u r not! should i begging for ur appreciation? im nothing but a rubbish 2 u! im seriusly hurt. trust me, i never felt diz way.